hmmm ever think of how LIFE can be so cruel at times??!
somehow somewhere.. IM upset by someone or something..
there's many things that are bothering me till now. for years...
it's stil the same. nth had change.
the LIFE I hope for will nv come true. NEVER..!
of ALL i noe... nth last FOREVER..!

LIFE's full of REGRETX. and life's too short for me to REGRET.
to me... everything i came across was so untrue. WHY WHY WHY!?
am I doing anything that makes those "fcuking ass" dislikes or jealous of me??
i dunno either. i choose to be ALONE. choose to kp everything to myself.?
maybe it's beta to do that...

NEVERTHELESS... LIFE'S NOT SOMETHING TO GIVE UP ON..!
so i'll still carry on...

anyw.. enuff of my so call "crap"...

i came across this poetry..
kinda meaningful ba... so decide to post it.. =DD

I will remember you as you are
See you for what you will be
Know you for what you want to be
Judge you for how you were with me
Know you from the place we met
Dislike some of the things you've said

I will remember you as my friend
I now know this is the end
Even though nothing lasts forever
I wish, as friends, we could remain together
One day we may need each other

You're still the Best Friend
I've had the pleasure of knowing
Now, the both of us need a while
For personal growing
We each just need some time apart
Enough time to make a brand new start
I will never forget what we once shared together
My Memories of You
Will always remain
Forever
Present in my heart

blog abt ytd ba...

accompany mum to SGH for a check up... woke by my dad at 7.30am... wth its damn early lorr.. no choice la.. drag myself up hahaha.
den reached home at 1pm...took a nap.... and met my fren(dun mention name) at 6.30pm to town... wanna go there walk walk lorr. nth to do ma.. dun wanna stay at home, so sian, parents kp nag nag nag... im turning crazy soon. well we decided to go HMV find yy.. lolx.. shocked ma?? den waited for her to knock off at 10.30pm den go home tgt nor. lol...=DD

decided to walk home from tamp inter.. hey guys.. noe wad... he damn funny OK..! do all those funny things... made me laugh lyk hell.. lol... wil show u those pic below.. but it's quite blur... lolx.

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omg..! wads he doing sia?!

nerdy nerdy.. lolx

nitex out..!

Hmmm well... ytd nite went to PH.. actually there're abt 6 ppl going de. but end up some cannot make it, some sick, some dun wanna go, some no $$$... then only 3 ppl go including me... but its ok la. hahax.

anyw went to my fren hse first cos stil v early. as meeting my other fren at 10.30pm at harbourfront station. lol. my fren hse was damn big... two storey sia. haha i dun mention whose hse is tat la... cos he scared terrorist tacker his hse ma. haahaa wad a lame one. anyw took some pic of his hse nor. haha. nth to do ma. c him play games. omg.

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nice stairs.


his kitchen.


his messy room la


thnx for e mooncake. nice one..!

ok next..
we went off at 9.30pm... took train there.. rch at 10.15pm.. hahax. jux nice...
den we headed our way to PH. our first tym there eh. hahax. was excited though. =DD
lol anyw i drank two tequila and half bottle of heineken nia.. dont wanna drink too much..
wa it was fun on the dance floor wid my frenx. dance til 2plus... cos the songs there kinda random leiix. prefer ZOUK.

one of my fren gtg off le. we sent her off for a cab. SAYO..!
*see ya real soon. misses..

hmmm aft tat... we go somewhere to slack lorr.. kinda shag lorr. feel lyk sleeping la. den suey suey, heavy rain, plus the strong wind, making me shiver lyk hell... its damn cold ok. haix. we waited for the rain to stop... went to flag a cab at 4plus... reached my fren hse for a bath den waited for his parents to get ready den fetch me hm... thnx alot leii.. kinda ps. actually i walk hm oso can de. dun wanna mafan his mum de... =D

*btw thnx for "so call" can sae is taking care of me tat nite eh... thnx thnx.. =)
i noe ur shag too..! keke. slp more ba.. see ya real soon.

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outside of PH.

the dance floor
no crowd yet.




me & my "niu nian jiemei"


cant realli see the rain BUT
it's raining heavily.

**overall... it was a fun nite wid my fren there... =D hope u guys had enjoyed too. our nxt outing soon eh..! will update...

sry guys .. im gonna type less ba... cos IM too tired to type much le. IM damn SHAG rite now... slp for one hr... ltr gtg PH..! hmmm will upload ytd's pic ba...

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DO RE ME...!






me & yy (dear)

that's all.

shag shag shag to the CORE la....
jx rch hm frm photo shooting at changi beach. den ltr at nite gt to go out againx. arghh.!!
one word to describe me now... "SHAG"..!

im gg bac slp awhile.
bac soon ba. hopefully..!
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tats all... =DD

well. met "niu nian" at orchard. cos i wanna buy clothes.. hahax. we shop til abt 3plus den aft that i went to meet yayi, vin & fuwen at cine. =D
they wanna tk a snap shot for their projects. lolx. took lotsa pic.! lolx. fun..!

when to the old Lasalle.SIA for a shot. BUT cant go in.. sianx.. den head our way back to town as yayi(dear) gtg work at 5.45pm..
den vin, fuwen & me went to scape park for shotting. ard 7pm, angelia(dear) joined us for the shot.. hehex. had fun there!
will put up some pic below.

we waited for yayi to knock off at 9.45pm. hehex..
hey guys.! noe wad........
the most embarrass part was, when vin wanna take a shot of yayi looking at our MISSING notice..! lolx. damn paisei leiix. haha. those passerby were looking at it. hahax. they find it weird oso la. =D anyw it's fun though. hehex.

will upload the final shot when vin & fuwen is done.
BUT i wont sae in details wads the shotting about ya..! lolx... wil reveal soon..! haha
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ME & XIAO YAN [[niu nian jie mei]]

AT old LASALLE

OUR MISSING act

Funny eh..!

at SCAPE park

at PRINTING machine.=D

*wil upload more pic when it's ready...=D

sadden..! misses those ppl ard mi..!

todae nt a gd dae for me la...
received a call from my agent... she told me, todae wil be my last dae of work cos all the mooncakes sold out sia..! haix. so the part timers dun hav to work from tml onwards le. i was stunk.! dun wanna accept the fact lor. haix. miss those tym laughing away wid my "niu nian jiemei" lol. there's reason behind the 'niu nian" thingy nahx. hahax.

think of it, i wanna laugh liaox. hahax.. although it was a few daes.. it was indeed fun working wid them, exclude tat bitch..! haha. opps..! sarcastic bitch we ever met huh..! *puke..! anyw todae is our last dae so heck care la.. hahax. we sign out at 2pm lor. but leave at 1.30pm cos tat bitch cant stand us taking pic haha..! jealous isit..!? lolx. her face black lyk charcoal la. eeeee~ kns..!

anyw we noe who's gd and who's not..! hehex.
being praise by the customer, and she's jealous.. oh my..! wth! den at my back say my bad words..?! lolx. i dun mind eh..! cos i noe wad im doing. and im doing cos of $$$ and nt arguing wid tat bitch, so i prefer to kp quiet..! hahax... anyw i wont see her face anymore..! never again la..!

lol... hmmm anyw my niu nian jiemei and mi... left w/o saying anything to tat bitch. hahax. heck..!
hmm i've learnt lotsa things for the past few daes at taka... met all sorts of customers.. =D and oso met lotsa staff... hehex.. the most memorable one was my "niu nian jiemei". will miss them lotsa..!! ciao real soon.

hmmm below wil be those pic we took... no tym to tk a gd one lor. sianx.!
lolx.
=DD

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that's wad we left..! hahax. pathetic isn't it?

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BEFORE..!

AFTER..!


MY "NIU NIAN JIEMEI"


me & "niu nian" lolx. opps. lolx.

AFTER WORK..!


OUR BO LIAOX pic..! haha

my bo liaox pic..! hahax

well. im gonna blog for now.

had checked my results ytd nitex..! NO confident though. BUT guess wad..! when i saw my grades..! its higher than wad i expected..! gosh..! IM lucky. finally..!
thnx GOD. =D
hmmm... for the past days working at taka.. was fun..! knowing those ppl ard mi.. they were nice.. funny too..! will talk more abt them aft my last dae at taka ya..! =DD wil upload all pic on the 26sep..! so stay tune eh..! lolx..

hmmm well.. todae go off at 6pm... cos ALL mooncakes sold out sia..! hahax. unbelievable huh!
but oso nt gd la.. cos i dun wanna go hm so early la..! i wanna earn more $$$..! haix. $$$..! i nd $$$..! haix. i dun mind im tired. all i want is to earn more $$$..! wanna fulfill lotsa things on December..!! hai ya..! think i gt to stop here le. gonna slp. that's all.. will be back on the 26sep..!
ciao. NITE everyone..!

MISSES all of you..!

::philips fair 2007..!

well todae meet my jie and her mum to work.. at toa payoh philips fair. haha. im late..! sry sry..! lol.. but hor, rch there jx in tym la. so nt counted as late huh.. lolx... =D haha jie so funny la.. say her side gt lotsa "suai ge". but my side hor... i oni can face the grass and flower leiix. wth..! haha wanna see?!
::this is wad im facing... haha

sianx cant be in the same booth as her lor... being assign to be the helper haha... fun fun..! beta than standing whole dae selling mooncakes.. lol.
btw thnx to my jie kp bringing drinks for me. haha. so nice of u nahx.

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anyw their meals are best...
first tym eat alot... lolx. hmmm opps..!=D

``hmmm k k show u guys some pic ba..

end work at 6plus... den went to toa payoh central hav their dinner while i see them eat haha..!
den aft eating we took bus8 back home norx. haha..
wa pieng eh..! three of us felt dizzy sia.. wanna puke but cant..! we were lyk three idiots in the bus lor.. haha... it's hilarious okiex..! we kp yawning and laughing sia. kinda crazy.. keke.
when we alight the bus... we were lyk half dead le la. v dizzy and wanna puke. hmmm....
sth wrong wid the bus la. hmmm....

gt to end here. wil blog tml ba. see hw. keke..

SHAG is wad i can sae when working at taka... my legs hurts la... its oni day 2 nia... arghhh i dunno hw m i going to endure... hmmm lucky sat n sun i work at philips fair... keke can at least sit through out. lol... hmmm... todae kinda sian la... time pass damn slow... think cos there's nt much ppl compared to ytd ba. anyw let u see my bo liao pic... lolxx.. quite lame la. nth to do ma...

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