*happy happy happy*

but its pouring soon. arghhhhh! nooooooooo!!!!!

anyw shall update nxt wk.! =DD

p.s: loveallofmyfriendswhowillbetherethisevening.!

woo000!~
Monday's logistic test postpone to Wednesday.! lol. ample time to study le.. lol..! can enjoy this weekend..! =D lol.. Saturday bbq.! Sunday gg somewhere... lol.

ok shall put up the snapshot.. *greatest support by BIRDY didi*
pls change nick la. so jiao lor. omg.!


your "artistic" drawing uh! lol


**
well. *no one can see behind this exterior..*

there's so much problem going on. families matters hurts more than anything else.!
no matter what it takes...
i'll be strong...

eh can anyone just motivate me to study? ...
3 more modules to go. this Friday, knowledge management... nxt Monday, entrepreneurship & logistic!!! aghhh..! week end, im out.. oh my.! *gonna be a zombie soon*

oh ya..!
quote for the day.!!!
**
The worst way to miss someone is to
have them sitting right next to you
and know you can never have them...... =(

**
he's the one.
BUT... we're not fated to be one..
every single thing you done for me.
be kept as memories.

haha alright.. im outta words now.! shall put an end...

gd nite guys.! =DD

i can ALWAYS make you smile..!~ =D

one more wk to my bbq..! =D
gentle reminder again.

venue: pasir ris park
area 1 bbq
pit 21
time: 6.30pm onwards....

** anyw im not MIA-ing.. just that.. this few days kinda busy with school work. hmmm don't wish to say much about school stuff.

22may::
met girl at 7.10am.! cos im having my java quiz at 9am. so die die cnt late.! lol
well, we reached TPY at 8.05am.. kinda early... so we head to value shop. girl thnx ah.! thnx for the pink pocky and the creamy biscuit.! =DD

23may::
no lesson today...
but got to go school to complete our logistic report.

hmmm it was 10am... was in my room slacking.
suddenly, heard a guys' voice..
saying *postman postman*

woooooooooo.~~~ haha quickly open the door.
the postman said: it's from Thailand.!

my advance birthday present from
my dearest cousin at Thailand!
a million thnx to her.
hmmm mum din allow me to open the parcel..
must wait til my actual birthday then open.
omgomg. cant wait sia. lol =D

bought this for my cousin.
her belated present.
hope she'll like it uh.

24may::

stayed home... do projects....
decided to go for a jog in the evening...
after that... met girl for badminton.! lol.

shag. shag. shag.

** hmmm somehow i felt... my life is fully occupied now.
all i hope for is... REST REST REST.. enough rest.!


ps:
for my first girl...
hmmm don't emo le lei. pls.
well. this is just a small part of our life you know? don't go searching. let them search for you. remember that.
it's best to find someone who love you more than you do.
anyway... as wad i often said.. good guy hard to find la. even the best guy can also hurt u.! so... why not love me? i wont hurt you.! i will dote those who dote me. lol opps. jkjk. anyway.. i just want you to be happy thats all. promise can?! must ah? especially on 31may hor. cannot emo hor.

quote for the day::
Should i smile because you are my friend,
or cry because that's all we'll ever be??
credits to teddy.
**

photoshop time.! lol.
just playing around with the effects.! =DD

original pic.


contrast.

high contrast.


brightness.


glow.

*ok nah. enough of my edition.! lolx.

oh ya..! time flies..! GUYS PLEASE TAKE NOTE.!

those who are invited to my 21st birthday celebration...
will received my sms by now...

NOTE::

venue: pasir ris park
area 1
bbq pit 21

time: 6.30pm onwards.... =D

shall cya guys there.!

fade me away..

well. jx wanna get back to blog. hahas.
kinda busy this few days. =DD

lol joined my classmate for bball session on friday after our lesson at 6pm.. lol. really a long time since i last play bball eh.! lol. and so... every fri will be our "sports day"! lol


17may::

hmmm.
was out the whole day.! frm 10am til 12am... lol. damn tired now.!
first... met girl.. went to BB to order my birthday cake.! lol. den head our way to town.. as promised. we had our lunch at BEN&JERRY! lol. yum yum! shall show you guys the pic.

nice! but kinda ex ba.
im pok liao ok.! grrr. lol





just trying out some effect.! =D

girl!! thankx for the red watch.!
advance birthday present from u. thnx thnx!

:: hmmm aft which went to meet my other fren to catch a movie. finally we manage to meet.! lol. had our dinner at HANS.

well. watched IRON MAN.! lol.
i'll rate 3.8/5... lol.!
hmmm anyw thanks for the treats. hmmm. =DD

im having sore throat, yet im eating this?!
lol. heck ba.! at most today go work no voice.!
=DD

after the movie..
there was a live band at the esplanade.
nowhere to go.
and
my fren asked me along to the esplanade..
well. urbandub.!
cool band.!
=D

** ps: lol. hmmm wanna thnx for the outing.!
and do meet up for the guitar session hor. lol! QING TIAN!

pic of the day.

woke up at 8am.! wanna rush to school for my 10.10am lab lesson. but suddenly feel real sick.... headache... sore throat.. hais. so im here... staying home... doing my proj..

gosh.! din have enuff sleep.. plus... improper meals too. =(
who will tk care of me?! hmmm

tests... projs... assignments... plus work...
hmmm i really needa REST..


cant get back to sleep either... gotta do some research on my function. kekex.
hmmm.

ok! shall stop here.
wont be updating this blog for a period of time ba...


*gone gone...

**hmmm. i've choose to MIA..

eh....
just another day... oh my.! Monday blue.!

hmmm... went to BoonLay with my proj team after our lesson... :) wondering why we went there?? lol project lor... wanna take some photos of those second hand stuff. hmmm i'll let the photos do the talking...

:: hehe our mini "FIELD trip" eh. lol.

gosh! saw this poem there.!
kinda funny.!


=DD

finally im home. kinda tired.
hmmm tot i'll be ok...but im tear-ing again.! arghhh! why!? hate it.! im emotionally breakdown.
grrr. find all ways to cheer myself up.... psp-ing... viwawa-ing... watch tv prog.... etc..
NO USE.! oh my! i should be happy instead of feeling so down now.! grrr............................. im numb.! i don't know what im feeling now.

**friends... thanks for all the concern. thanks for being there for me when im real down. thanks for the calls & sms-es... thanks for meeting me up just to hear me... hmmm anyw im not blaming anyone for the breakup.. i had choose it... so i've to bear the consequences too. *NOTHING LAST FOREVER.!*

no worries guys... i'll still be my normal self when i meet you guys. =D

p.s:

hmmm.

the one who brightened up my life.
missed.
'2007

---- moving on.....

well. bought this for my mum..!

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY.!!!

ok. im not in a mood today. went to work was like hell for me. 7hours..!
well. nothing wrong with 7hours of work. just that... something happened ytd nite?!

after much hesitation.... i had made up my mind.... we broke up. well. din blame anyone.
just felt... damn DISAPPOINTED AND a lil pissed off.! i felt as if im cheated..! cheated as in?! my FEELINGS!!! mind you. don't take relationship as a game ok?! since ur not committed enough... shall tell me earlier.. maybe we shouldn't even have started.! don't know what to do to make things right? hey hey. don't know?! wads this?!

i had put in alot in this relationship cos i believe in you. believe that you'll at least brighten up my life. BUT you failed to do so.

think back... what you had done for me?! well. nothing!... honestly... from the start.. i don't feel loved. maybe im just clinging on.
clinging on to?! something that is impossible.
clinging on you and hope that one day you'll really care for me...

last message from you : not committed enough to maintain this relationship.


hais. *speechless* ...... all i can say is.... you don't even care... like some other guys out there eh. oh my.! damn it. i had learn a big lesson.! NEVER EVER TRUST GUYS ANYMORE. hais.

*hmmm i've lost someone who dont treasure me?*

nevertheless, i wont forget those mails you sent me when im away to Thailand.
will alw be kept in my inbox. =DD


for friends who were there for me...

thankx alot.!`

``Girls Must Know This

1. The guy who loves you,
can't tell you the reason
why he love you. he only knew that,
in his eyes,
you are the only one

2. The guy who love you,
actually always make you mad,
but he do never know what stupid thing did
he done, as everything he done,
is for your own good.

3. The guy who love you,
seldom praise you ,
but in his heart,
you are the best, only he know it

4. The guy who love you,
will scold or complaint if
you din't reply his message but others,
because he cares.

5.The guy who love you ,
Only drop his tears in front
of you, when you try to wipe his tears,
you are touching his heart ,
the heart which beat for you.

6. The guy who love you ,
will remember every word u said ,
even its accidentally. and he will use the
word always at the nick of time.

7. The guy who love you,
will not give any promise that easily,
because they don't want to break the
promise, they want you to believe him
and they want to give you the happiest
and safest life ever after.

8. The guy who love you,
always tell you not to think too much,
because they already plan it for you, he
want to give u the best life in the future,
he want to give you a surprise,
believe him that he can do it.

9. The guy who love you,
maybe can't remember special occasion like
somekind of anniversary but ,
he do know that, every second he live,
he's loving you, no matter what day is today

10. The guy who love you,
won't said " i love you" that easily,
because everything he done for you is
showing that he love you already,
but only he will tell the word at the
special situation, because he
dun wan u to misunderstand,
he want u to know that he love you.

11. The guy who really love you,
will feel that, sometimes,
something hav to tell for only once,
because he thought that u might already
understand him, if talk so much,
he will feel that theres nothing
you will cherish.

12. The guy who love you,
will go to airport to fetch you,
he won't carry a bunch a rose
and call you darling like what you expect.
but he will carry your luggage and ask you
" why are you becoming that
thin within two days?"
with his sincere heart.

13.The boy who love you,
will listen quietly to you,
when you are mad, and when you finished,
he will said, you still got class tomorrow,
sleep earlier . with smile.

14. The boy who love you,
don't know that whether he should call you
when you are angry, but he will sent a message
to you after few hours, if you ask
him why he call that late,
he will said, when you are angry,
my explanation are all rubbish.
But when you calm down,
my explanation will only really works.

15. The boy who love you,
always calls you a little girl,
but everytime he want to make a big
decision, he will first want to hear your advice.

16. The guy who love you,
don't like little toy like teddy bear,
but he will always put the bear you give him
at his bed.

17. The guy who love you,
while quarelling, he will apologize uncontrollably,
althought you are the one who's wrong,
and later, he will sent a message to
you with " baby, actually you know its
your fault, you know it urself "

18. The guy who love you,
will really miss you, he
will want to buy a bunch of rose and wait you
stupidly under your apartment.
but he never knows , what he bought is daisy,
but doesn't matter,
because in his heart, that's roses.

19. The guy who love you,
seldom said sweet words,
but you know, his kisses already
transfer his all passion to you.

hmmm. hmmm. hmmm. im real tired.!

^^gone.............

hahas.......

im bored bored bored.!

went home straight after my proj and assignment discussion... and im here, rotting..! well, wanna start designing my logo for my proj team but but but, NO inspiration.!
my mind is BLANK now.! =(

ahhh! lol. just trying out my VAIO webcam..! hmmm
damn blur... wad can u expect from a 1.3megapix cam? hahas.
see see see.. the quality.. oh my..!
lol...

(jus playing ard wid the cam )

**
received this url from one of my fren recently...

[[ ghost in raffles place lift?!... hmmm believe it or not? lol. up to u. ]]


click here to view

***
currently... addicted to this book.!
nice story line...

"a fascinating tale of suspicion and treachery.."

okiex.! i'll end here.! lol =D gonna plan my bbq stuff...

bye guys.!







p.s::
hmmm. something is missing..! *im missing someone* MY DEAR..!

TAKE NOTE GUYS:

SHALL INFORM BEFORE HAND....

DO COME OVER FOR MY 21ST BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION...
OPENING BBQ PIT ON THE 31ST MAY.

PASIR RIS PARK
BBQ AREA 1. PIT 21...


THOSE WHO ARE INVITED WILL RECEIVED MY MSG BY 5th May. =DD

love - driven.!

boo!~ boo!~ boo!~

back to blog.
hmmm. week3!!! and there's tons and tons of assignments for us to handle. oh my.! the worst is yet to come. =(
tutorials are never ending. well.. kinda miracle i'll do.! lol.
and projects are killing us soon.!

ok.! shall start here.....

26april::

finally met my grp of frens.!
to kallang leisure park.! lol ice skate..! as promised.!

waa.! my first time skating la.
noob can?! hahas but thnx
my frens for teaching uh. lol.

photo taking time.!

dinner dinner.!
@ bedok 85market.
=D

had fun that whole day..!

p.s:: rmb our overseas trip nxt year huh..!!


28april::

hahas noobiex birthday.!

being force to put on this board
and walk around the school. lol.

30april::

our 1st mth anniv.
bought this cookiex for my dear.!
=D

p.s: ilu more each day.!


1may::

went town with wendy... bought my shoes... den head our way to suntec...
came across this mini TV...!

nice.! $399!`

2nd May::

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY. WENDY.!!!!!~~~


hope u like the gift.. =DD

hahas. surprise not?!

Everyday we awaken with another chance of Life
Sometimes we forget how lucky we are and we often forget
to appreciate the little things around us, that mean so much
Here's a poem i wish to share with you all


Too often we dont realise
What we have until it is gone;
Too late we wait too late to say
"I'm sorry - i was wrong."
Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones
We hold dearest to our hearts;
And we allow foolish things
To tear our lives apart.

Far too many times we let
Unimportant things into our minds;
And then its usually too late
To see what made us blind

So be sure that you let people know
How much they mean to you;
Take that time to say the words
Before your time is through.

Be sure that you appreciate
Everything that you've got
And be thankful for the little things
In life that means alot.

p.s: it hurts to see u this way.
im confused. confused..
what should i do now?
nothing.

hoping ur feeling better.
*cheer up though i noe right now u dunno hw to.


ilu much.!