no mood!

hey dun blame me for posting this hor..! and dun blame me for scolding vulgars in this entry..! im force to do so..! AND IM DAMN FCUKING PISSED WITH THIS..!
cos of this stupid thing u wanna br frenship huh?! u tot frenship is for fun de huh. wanna br den br de meh?! since u dun tk this frenship seriously, den so be it..! i RESPECT ur decision..! ur jx too childish minded..! and most of u noe.... in my HEART, there's oni one person... (i dun wish to mention names)... i noe it's rather stupid to wait for so long. BUT im willing to do so. as long as we are stil in contact, im alr contented. i dun ask much frm him either. mayb im no longer the one he like le ba. i dunno. TIME..! time.... u need...
hw long, i dunno.... really dunno..!

anyw bac to the point...
WELL.! i dun gv a fcuking damn on this frenship anymore. all i can sae is... IM NOT IN THE WRONG HOR..! pls think la..
ITS BETWEEN FRENSHIP & THE ONE I LOVE TIL NOW..!

i dun wanna cos of this stupid thing..... den ruin our frenship la.! really stupid la..!
FCUKING STUPID CAN?! realli cant explain hw pissed am i now la.. CB..!

and mind you..! im not saying ur bad things in this post ok..!!!!! u fcuking dare to do den jx admit la...
dun hide la..!

.late entry.

lol. our birthdae ger..!

hey guys.! sry for the late post due to my tight schedule lor. got lotsa tests..! surprisingly, its gonna be every wk..! gosh..! when wil this stressful life end..! i hate it.!

ok i'll summarize abt 24nov outing.
well, its my dear yy's bdae..! finally the day had come. hehex..! went to azabu zabo for our dinner. next, went pub..! lol guess wad... it's my first tym there..! haha. was indeed fun..!
well, i dun wish to sae much ba... i'll let those pic do the talking...
sry once again. im damn bz wid tests..! arghh..! dun blame mi fr being so sian..!
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F4 united..! lol

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well well well...
bought sth for someone out there.
hmmm hope tat "someone" wil appreciate it. even though i noe it's impossible for us to b tgt le ba. let fate decide?! those TIMES.. that i had been waiting for months... hmmm i dun expect any miracle. jx hope we can stay as it is... HOPE to see a different..

IM jx too busy with ALL
those things ard me can..?!

i should be sleeping by now. but cant really sleep as i jx finished studying for my tml test ... hmmm felt so miserable with everything ard me..
haix can anyone jux willing to sit down and listen to my problems?? where's my closest biaomei gone to? im at my lowest rite now..! i noe ur busy wif ur stuff oso.. but i really nd someone who can realli sit down and listen to me. ur the only one who wil alw be there for me and support me and gv mi the courage to move on... IM pissed wid things tat are bothering me...!
and there's no one there...

why m i alw the one who wil b there listening to every ones prob and no one is there for me??
can anyone understand me nt?
the situation im in now..!

forget it...

im alone anyw..

my long lost laughter!

hmmm it'll be a long blog for todae... =D maybe it's one of my happiest dae ba..!
hmmm anyw met my jie at bugis early at 11am... tot i'll be early but end up im late again.. omg..! sry. hehe. bought lotsa stuff.. went to MOF for our lunch... mind you..! its HEAVENLY ok? MUST try..! worth the $$$..! really..! wil show u guys all those pics below ba..!

head our way to collect my hp.. hehe. yeah.! its FIXED..! finally.
hmmm hehe received a phone call that made me wanna fly..! IM RELIEF aft that..! thnx GOD..! haix really dunno hw to express how happy IM at that moment..!

well. aft that met my dear, zee & zhen siong... went for a movie..
believe not.. IM watching BEE MOVIE..! frankly speaking i dont lyk cartoon movie..! BUT BUT BUT..! this movie is damn nice, funny and cute ok!... worth it..! trust me..! hehe.. but kinda xin ku oso la cos we're sitting on the v first row lorr...

went to PS for their so call dinner aft movie... lol... =D laugh all the way..
went out wid two lame guys really made us laugh lyk crazy... even our tears are rolling down lorr.. too funny liao..! lolx...

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enuff of my typing as my eyes closing soon..!

i'll let those pic do those talking ba..

at MOF..!


my jie..

my lunch..!


jie ramen chicken


last, our dessert..!

``shall end here..! my eyes hurts..!

WOOHOO..! no lessons for this week..! =D
hmmm BUT BUT BUT it's also sth bad la..! it seem that im lagging behind... got lotsa things to catch up on.. many quiz and ICAs coming up. homework to be submit..! realli dunno where to start..! IM LOST..! can anyone guide me?! it's way too many things for me to do le... gt to handle my sch stuff and at the same tym im working hard to earn $$$$ ..!! i cant move on w/o $$$..! arghh!

well.. wk up damn early jx nw... acc mum for check up againx.. then went to simei to repair my phone's keypad. hehe FINALLY.! the keypad is under repair.... wil collect it tml..! =D
eheheh..! im stuck..! i dunno wad else to type le. hmmm end here ba... going gym ltr..!

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well well well... im not gonna sae where im gg todae ba. haha kp it as secret.. hahax..!
anyw bought some stuffx.. as usual la all BLACK..! lolx... hmmm mayb i'll try something GREEN..! hahax..!

hmmm think i've gt to slp le ba. damn dizzy nw.! cos of that stupid bus..!grrr....

tats all for now..!

taste the bitterness of life..!

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anyw sry guys.. i noe my blog gonna rot soon..
im too lazy to even blog lorr... somemore can hardly find tym to blog...
hmmm well i wil mk it short ba k...

went out wid my sis ytd nitex. actuallly my guys fren coming along de lor. walau..! who noes they "put plane" lor..! fcuk la..! MIA liao huh..! im real pissed lor..! haix nvm dun sae le.. to mi GUYS scuk to the CORE..! dun wanna care so much oso..! anyw i did enjoy BUT the both of us were damn tired lor. no mood oso.
took some pic there.. hmmm jie.. dun apologize la. nt ur fault ma. dun hv to feel guilty or wad de.. nxt tym stil gt chance to go.. anyw we go other place ba... =D see when im free hao ma?..
anyw do tk care ya.. finally u can rest at home le..! see u real soon ba my dear jie..!

muackiex..!

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a sad one...
wont have enuff slp for the nxt few days..!
or even months la..! haix...

well i'll end here..! gonna slp now..! nitex..!
nitex..!